as they say "lord, forgive me for my sins"
i say "give me the power to forgive myself"

as they say "Why did this happen to me?!?!?"
i say "i made this happen, my choices brought everything to this"

as they say "i love you"
i say "you are my heart, you are beautiful, I'll always be there, i love you"

as we say "i mean what i say"
i feel a little tinge of doubt, for i am not sure who i am

as we feel, love, hate, happiness, despair, smiles, and tears....
I wonder if it's all just an illusion..

what if none of this is here...
what if we see our souls? feel our souls?
find beauty only....... in our souls?

what if under everything, we never really forgive eachother?
and that is because, it is so hard to forgive ourselves?
and we give up on forgiving ourselves?   

learn to forgive ourself....